Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Not again

I'm not sure what happen.

When I came home from the beach in June i suddenly started sleeping great at the boyfriends house. For as long as I can remember I've never slept well any place but my own bed. I've had many sleepless nights over the years. Sleeping, all around is a problem for me. But since June, no problem. It's been great.

I was pretty concerned about the issue of not sleeping well here......what with me moving in. but it's been great. Or was Great. up until about two weeks ago it was wonderful. But not anymore. I'm back to not sleeping well. He leaves 2 hours before me and I'm having a lot of trouble going back to bed after he leaves. I'm not sure why this started all the sudden again.

But if i had to guess I would assume it has something to do with the stress from work and the DEEP hatred I have for my job. Because about two weeks ago they started playing "change McMeans schedule around every week" and they changed the entire way we do things. No reason to be stressed right.

I just wish I could go back to sleeping well again. I'm so tired. and my body hurts all over.

Things to do this weekend~ 1. quit my job 2. get massage :)

1 comment:

Sam_I_am said...

My husband used to sleepwalk all the time when he was still at his last job that he hated. It was so bad, he used to get up, go outside, pee in the yard, pee all over himself, come back in, take his underwear off, get back in bed and wake up naked the next morning with no memory of what happened or where his skivies were (TMI, I'm sure. :-) ) as soon as he got his new job, it all stopped. Anxiety can definately cause sleep disturbances. Maybe being on cloud 9 with the new living arrangements (go, Amy!) helped to ease the work distress. But now that the living arrangement is becoming more routine, that anxiety is rearing its head. Check out the PA Careerlink website. It's how I found my job!